This upcomming week is my most dreaded week of the year.... that is except for the week of Christmas & New Years....

I tend to get alot of anxiety.... feel alot of sadness...alot... I wish I didn't...but it is something I can not help. It starts with....

January 8th- This is the anniversary of Elvis's birth.. His birthday...Elvis would have been 73 this year. Happy Birthday Elvis! I always try to wear Elvis Jewlery on this day to commeriate it as well as a T-shirt if I can.

January 10th- The worst day of the year for me. January 10th, 2006 is when I lost my mother. She was the most wonderful woman in the world to me. I miss her soo very much...Last night Me.Carl,Shane, & Chuck watched a short film of Evel Knevel that my brother had put to DVD format...right before that was a short bit of my brother,sister, & mom playing outside at my grandmothers house...Carl made the comment " are you sure that wasn't you... cuz that looked exactly like you" he was speaking about my mom...I look exactly like my mom.. I sound like she did... and I worry a bit because of it... I do not want to live the short life she did....But I am happy to look like a beautiful woman I truley looked up to. I know she is forever in my heart...

January 13....This is the anniversary of my grandfathers passing....I miss him alot.. he was such a wonderufl and wise man..He passed away January 13,2005 from Parkinsens. His passing in a way was more a blessing to me....He was just existing in this world as oposed to Living...he could do nothing more than lay in bed listen to the TV every day...Parkinsens is so horrible....I miss you gramps!!

3 anniversaries in one week.... makes not for a happy week....I have plans ( if mother nature cooperates) to go to pueblo with my brother and visit my moms & Gramps gravesite...We will see if we can.

Well that is my feelings for this upcomming week.... I am hoping I get through it better than I think I will...

Bright Blessings

Kitty

Good Morning!

Well another week just zoomed by me and I need to post another update...

Bringing in the new year.... I spent New Years eve night bringing in the new year with Chuck.. we were in bed already half asleep watching TV... whopee lol but at least we were where it was warm :-)

New Years day... I pretty much spent all day in bed watching tv.... I was so depressed not to have my family here .....Besides it was a gloomy day & it snowed.

Wednesday I was back at work @ 7am - UGH! Mornings suck, but its nice when you get off work at 2 or 3 pm :-)

Thursday...Nothing special today.. worked 12p-6p Still have not heard anything about my car from the insurance company. Although I have tried calling them several times each day - UGH! I am beginning to hate Voice Mail...

Friday...today is a NICE day!! warm... 50's....Finally heard from the insurance company-- My car is a total loss... Now I am waiting to hear what they are going to give me for it... I should be hearing something next week... Was also able to set up a car rental from Enterprise... I will have them come pick me up tomorrow morning. Chuck got paid enough for us to put a deposit on a car :-) He also went down to Castle Rock and picked up my boys & did some food shopping - which we desperiatley needed! I worked once again 12p-6p... had to drive my car into work as Chuck needed his to get his running around done... It gives me a headache every time I drive it.. Im sure its the CO2 fumes coming in that is where Im getting the headache from.

Saturday- got up bright and early and have Enterprise come and pick me up....I got a 2007 Dodge Caliber.. Blue - NICE!!! This is the first rental car I have used... wow... what a sweet car it is too! Too bad I cant just trade my Station Wagon straight across for this LMAO!!!! I will post a pic of it soon. Did a little extra running around today while my kids were taking over our computer & PS2 :-) I am glad that I dont have to use my wagon to drive into work on Monday or tuesday...We are expecting some snow- Ewwww... Not quite sure how much but the weather man said the mountains are going to get pounded with like 6 FEET of snow... Im hoping it dies down by the time it rolls off the mountains- UGH! The roads are just now starting to get cleared ( the side streets) from the 2 snow storms we had last week!

I am going to post a separate blog for this upcomming week....Just wanted to update my blog in general of my last week.. not too bad I suppose... I hope things get a bit better... Chuck is still planning on moving to Vegas... no change there... I am looking for a place to move to.. havent found one I can afford yet... UGH!

I suppose that has been my last week..... my first week of 2008....

Bright Blessings

Kitty